suicide note

lesbians and men
simple minds and summer friends
last call for a life

summer daydreams

see through cotton dress
a slip of a girl on a horse
raven haired, childlike

Beefsteak manmato's

It wasn't his seed
a warm tomato burst and
her tongue caught his seed

center of the universe

central to herself
between satin legs and hair
lays one mans heaven

what was your title;

sinner she whispered
happy for the title to claim
she took off her jeans

steel worker

she took a lover
he was hard as steel and she
carved her name in him

trip

from mediocre
to words left unsaid, undone
she travels, tired

un named

sad melody sung
melancholy tune of old
of days lost to soon

comfort

enter the dark room
a match struck a candle lit
small glow cuts darkness

veil

ethereal love
she is confused in her life
she had thought better

alone

her epiphany
is one she carries homeward
she is only one

she

she has a dark side
the left of dawn, she lingers
her tears are rock salt

technology

cell phone sex, bluetooth
wheres the truth in texting now
her phone is turned off

man

he said "fuck" for food
he was confused as to what
would feed his being

word sex

syllabus siren
wet words rubbed into warm skin
she is braille barbie

gardening

she speaks in one tongue
vegetable dark dialect
cucumber mystic

yes or no

she smells like mud pie
damp and earthy scented skin
she wrestles herself

cleanse

go away from me
take the sorrow and the pain
then just let it rain

do not cry

the sound of crashing
in the shards of broken glass
reflection of loss

smell

it's not the color
because it all fade's to black
but the acrid scent

blank

she is beyond it
beyond pills beyond tears, she
is beyond broken

simple

the scent is damp skin
the feel of sinful pleasure
invitation in

gone

gone she says hissing
through clenched jaw, whitened teeth, tongue
of pink bisque china

present

she is not present
she is retrospect; herself
nothing left in there.

pointless

she is pointless more
than she is relevent; she
refuses pity

never

it never pays; she
tosses her hair and pretends
that she's not broken

when

when did you lose her
when did she go without tears
lost in tangled years

freefalling

I am freefalling
lost inside gone from my sight
par suicidal